Updates, Challenges, and Perseverance

I have some updates to share. I know, I know, why all these back-to-back posts? Well, it’s been a rollercoaster of ups and downs these last few days. Just as I was recovering from the sadness and contemplation induced by watching the Humsafar drama, I received some unexpected news about a promotion. My dad had been urging me to talk to this girl for a while, and after much hesitation, I finally agreed. However, I suspect she may have already turned me down. I’m not certain; she hasn’t responded to my texts for an entire day. Perhaps she’s not interested, or maybe it’s a personal matter, or she might not be interested in marriage in general. Who knows?

I’m trying my best not to let it affect my self-confidence. I do believe I’m a decent and ambitious person. Let’s wait and see what the future holds. I’ve faced rejection many times before, mostly through ignored texts, and it always leaves me feeling down. My dad had promised to send us 300k to fund my business, but he tends to underestimate future expenses, and that 300k has dwindled down to 100k. I’m not sure if we can start many businesses with that amount, but that’s okay. I’m willing to make things work and invest everything I earn into this venture. I’m not one to give up easily; I’ll persevere through this.

So, for now, my friend, I need to embrace my sadness and get some sleep. Hopefully, things will look brighter tomorrow. Although, part of me doesn’t want them to improve just yet—I want to hold myself accountable for giving in. I’m feeling completely disoriented at the moment, but I need to regain my bearings.